I’m really down today

I think I know why but I’m not sure.  What do you do when you apparently have a fear but you can’t get to the root cause of the fear.  It’s one thing to try and overcome a fear but I really believe that you have to find the cause of the fear to really conquer it.  I’m sure this doesn’t make any sense but that’s where my head is at tonight.

Also, it seems like a lot of the things I like are slipping away. Many of the blogs that I really enjoy reading seem to have stopped posting.   A couple of podcasts that I like seem to have fallen off the face of the earth.  What’s going on??  I know, life goes on, things change, blah, blah, blah…..  I want things I want when I want them…… Selfish much??